mistakes

life seems drab and depressing hopelessly meaningless, all the things that ive done and how hard ive tried doing it and now i realized that it didnt mean a thing,,, whatta drag!!! life aint fair,, why is it always have to be me?? IM WORN OUT!!! i dot have anything more to give,, i hate the past years.. it seems so meaningless now... i want to forget it all... im hurting like hell right now... This feeling is bugging me big time.. soo depressed...so emo...

think about this:

When we feel wronged, we immediately look to the other for blame. We perceive ourselves as victims. When wronged by those we love, we seem to devalue years of relationship- a relationship that may have brought us many joys and which required much intellectual and emotional energy to have lasted so long. Still with a single harsh statement, a thoughtless act, an unfeeling criticism, we are capable of destroying even the closest of our relationship. We quickly forget..