broken inside

your right, i cant make up for the mistakes that i have done, i cant take back what i said or make up for what i failed to do. this feels wrong, not just because it hurts but because we are making a mistake. i am miserable, i am in pain, i am alone. i am sitting here crying, i dont care if they see me. let them wonder what is wrong. i dont care anymore. too many times i failed you, i failed the love that we sowed i failed your trust. i failed us. i cant fix the mistakes that i have done. i am punished by them day in and day out.

your words cut me right to marrow, its hard to hear them when i know that they are true. its hard to face your mistakes. they are painful to hear, i can hear the scorn and the bitterness in your voice when you speak. dont hide your pain away. why do that? what good does it do you? why do you need to put on a mask and make like it doesnt hurt. why do that? just admitt that it does. let others see that it hurts.

i want to run away too just go somewhere alone, but the grief will be with me, inside of me still it will haunt me where ever i go, just walking away from here wont make it stop, it will hurt where ever i am.