PARALYZED SOUL

why do you always makes me feel that im the worst girl on earth... in your every word... u just make me feel that im so miserable.. that.. i cant do anything right.. that im so stupid... worthless and hopeless... you're not even helping me to heal.. you're not...damn..everytime your like that.. why are u so paranoid? im not doing anything wrong..damn shit!!!! will u just please shut up!!! im so annoyed.. im pissed off.. i dont want to explain things to ya anymore.. coz i know u will not even listen.. your ears and eyes are shut...so be it... im not saying this because i dont love u anymore.. its just that.. THINGS ARENT THE WAY THEY USED TO BE!!!!