empty life

You left me emptier than you found me and judged me for how I tried fixing what you broke.
You left so sudden that I had no time to prepare my heart. That's why, up to today, I miss you more than I let on. Each day i wonder when my "someday" to free myself from you will come,
if it'll come. If i could, i'd wish you love. I'd wish you'd be happy mind, body, soul. I'd wish you'd smile more and everytime mean it. I'd wish you'd find the her you couldn't find in me.

But I can't

I wish you'd finally realize you miss me too, like wind being knocked out of you. I'd wish you'd remember that I was once what you wanted and said you loved. And even for a few minutes
could feel my unhappiness now. And you're sanity would flee you as it did me.